Saturday, February 11, 2006

I'm really pissed right now!

Wow can we say my roommate is a bitch?? She start’s bitching at me because I’m expressing my views on immigration. Like I’m sorry but I have my views on immigration and stuff, and like I’m not against it or any thing, I just have my feelings towards it. So what gives you the right to bitch at me when I make a comment about it?? Last time I checked “free speech” was apart of the constitutions. And on that note, they have both been getting on my nerves a lot. I mean we all live together, and we knew we all wanted to move out next year because we can’t stand out landlords, and here stupid me thought we would move out together, regardless how we feel about each other. I mean we get along, yea we have our days when we don’t wanna be near each other- but like doesn’t every house of roommates?? So here I am looking and searching for 3 bed room apartments for us all to move in together. Little did I know they had been planning on moving into one of their boyfriends house, and just didn’t want to tell me. I knew in Nov. that he has asked them to move in with him this year, and I thought to myself what a fucking piece of shit- who does that?? Ask’s 2 of the 3 to move in with him, like yea I don’t like him, actually I really hate him to be exact but that’s only because I think he’s a totally fucking jerk. And how he has to be at my apartment every week- for fuck sakes go to your own apartment with your girlfriend why do you have to be here every week? I wear it makes me sick that these two seem like they can’t go a week without seeing each other. Call it love if you want- I just think it’s a little pathetic. Anyways so I now know how my roommates felt when I’d have a guy here, however its been a while- I hate when he’s here it just pisses me off. Anyways back to the story, so come Jan we all know we’re gonna move out, and I start lookin at these 3 bedroom apartments and stuff for us and are showing them. Meanwhile my one roommate told me to talk to a friend about living in rez next year so I did that. However it was never a for sure thing, but she thought it was. And “claims” that she then decided to move in the house with my other roommate and her boyfriend. I love how she made it all nice, I mean I think the only reason she told me when she did was because it was an accident. Anyways what they don’t know is, is that one night when a friend of mine was drunk I was talking to her and she told me how one of my roommates said to her “I’m thinking of moving out with Amanda, but it’s not for sure yet so please don’t tell Mel” what the fuck is that? Like god, why can’t you just tell me why does it have to be some big secrete?? This whole situation has gotten me so mad because like I can’t believe they’d pull some kinda crap like that. It seems now like they are just planning stuff behind my back. And I already know I wont go to their house next year but whatever it makes me so mad. And so yea… and it makes me so mad that my one roommate wont clean this pot of mine, but yet she wants me to do her boyfriends dishes and stuff?? I’m sorry I don’t care if you wanna call me immature- but if I’m gonna do your boyfriends dishes- clean my damn pot! We clean everyone’s dishes EVERYONES!! Remember that was the rule they decided last year even though I didn’t want too… anyways so here I am stuck with no place to live next year and I don’t know what I’m gonna do yet because it seems like everyone already has plans made, and I don’t know what I’m gonna do yet. I’m not mad at my other friend about the rez thing, I mean it wasn’t her fault and it was never for sure anyways. Maybe next time my roommates should pay less attention to the TV and more attention to me when I talk to her about it. Or better yet not make me look like an fuckin idiot while I search for apartments and stuff and show them, when the whole time they knew they were moving out!
This is Melissa’s pissed off mood!

1 comment:

aj said...

I don't get it, your pissed off but you keep rehashing the same wound over and over again. I told you already this is the same shit Alan and James put me through last year, telling me that they tried to get back into rez, and that Alan's dad called and they told him Alan wouldn't get in, and truth be told Alan's dad never called the rez, and never talked to anyone, and his father was under the impression I was the one who didn't want to move out with them. Which blows yeah, cause I had done the exact same thing you had, looked at all of these apts. for three people or even four and showed them to them and they waited til the last fucking day to hand in rez sheets to tell me and still lied to my face. In the end you have to let it go or it will eat away at you from the inside until you can't do anything anymore like I was last year. People will always believe them and support them because they're manipulative and good at being spining lies. We just have to wait for them to realize that they made a mistake, and Like I've said before the universe has a sick sense of humour and irony, which means one of these days Alan is going to need my help and he'll be screwed, just like your roommates, when they someday get screwed out of a living situation and realize that what they did to you was wrong. But you have to let it go for now, or your only going to hurt yourself more than they have already hurt you.