I'm home again... lol

For those of you here or reading up about me let me clear my self up in 1 blog. I have an inner monologue in which I often get lost in... I over analyze almost everything but I like thinking it reminds me I'm still living and learning. Though more often than not it ends up screwing me over in the end. Relationships are hard for me because despite my ability to be very social I hate being too close to any one it scares me..but I'm working on that because realistically there is no point in bothering if your not giving yourself completly..I'm not affraid to get hurt any more I just don't want the bullshit,...As for family there, are members I love and well there are some I dislike hahaha..I do have to say that I have been blessed with AMAZING friends.. I love you all, even though I disappear for summers and weeks at a time, your all still waiting to party with me when I return..
Mostly I like to have fun, and love to watch hockey, cause I actually know what's going on.. hockey is Canadian and so am I.. I read a lot, but mostly only because I have to being that I'm in school. I love music it brings out something inside of me, I love going to watch live music, ..
I'm allot of things but definitely not perfect and I love that....

And on that note- I’m home right now for the one night for some appointments and crap that I gotta take care of. Things are going well so far since my operation. And I do apologize for not writing in a while I needed time away from a lot of things to sort stuff out in life. Things are going well though, however I do look forward to the end of summer when I’m done work. I’m more scared though for my appointment in October since it could change my life… Anyways hopefully ill be back on at some point I think I will and I promise to keep you all updated next year at school.

If your wondering- that pic was taken this year at graduation '06. It was so much fun and yet sad too cuz I dont know when I'll see Katie again or even others for that matter. So Katie if your reading this- I miss you and hope your doing well!!

Anyways i'm off
Love ya!!!