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So things have been going good so far i suppose... Haven't posted in a few days- i wont lie its cuz ive been to lazy too and haven't felt the need to.... Things seem to be going well (or so i hope) with Weight Watchers :) Tomorrow is Weigh In day and im not sure how i feel about it seeing as i had quite the dirty dirty pizza for dinner lastnight - even though i managed to stay on point. Oh well I needed it.. I just hope i can loose still cuz i know anything less will make me feel really un motiveated!

I'm looking forward to the next 3 weekends though (also gonna be hard to stay on point). I'm headed to Niagara this weekend to party with some co-workers it should be a lot of fun! And i could really go for some fun lately.. Then I'm off to London for yet another party weekend with some co-workers that can't make it to Niagara... Then the 3rd weekend is my BIRTHDAY WEEKEND!!! Its awesome sharing your birthday weekend with Canada cuz it means I always get a long weekend lol... I'm headed to North Bay and then Mattawa for camping with my close friends and their family - or as i like to call it my second family :) I first Met Kayla and Dave when Jeremy and I went to Toronto to see them in December. Kayla was pregnant with her first child and I was told by Jeremy that their oppinion meant more to him than his own (God can we say pressure!!!!) so here I am having to make a good impression and clearly I have. We have remiand close friends since and it has really gotten me through my hardest times. Both Dave and Kayla's parents and family have also been very close with me. Their parents were like second parents to Jeremy and clearly have adopted me into that theory too... So we're camping Kayla and the un-born second baby lol, Dave, their baby Ethan, Daves parents, Daves sister, and Daves aunt and uncle... From there I'm headed back to North Bay to visit with Jeremys family (i'm hoping they will be home as i do miss them a lot) and a visit with one of Jeremy's professours Natalie Dunn (no relation).

So i have a lot to look forward to over the next few weeks which is nice... I've been having a hard time being 'peppy and happy' just have a lot goin on in my mind and around me. Some of the stuff going on makes me feel like a bad person....and I dont like that feeling because I know thats not the case but when you can't be happy for someone's engagement it really does make u feel like crap!