UGH

Man I'm so frustrated with myself... I just realized I screwed up cover letters for teaching- which means the 6 hrs i spent driving around delivering applications for jobs was somewhat a waste of time. Why do i ALWAYS do this!?!?!? Its so typical for me to not re-read a cover letter and send it off-- its like hi im applying for Kindergarten but then it talkes about the grade 4 curriculum....I'm just angry cuz i just totally screwed myself out of jobs! I'm just so freagin mad at myself!

I'm going to a Kegger tomorrow night in London should be interesting since i dont know many of the people attending... actually i only know about 5 of them lol... Oh well I'll booze it up and all will be well!

I'm hoping to get up early tomorrow mornring and go for a run.. I've been neglecting it for the past week and I know I really need to go out and do it so heres hoping i get up at a decent time! OO I also went grocery shopping today and got some lovely new goodies i would have never thought of before- 100cal bags of popcorn (I'm not much into P.C. but once in a while i really want some so this will be great!) and some awesome kabobs- they are only 2pts and taste soo good!!! I'm heading to Boston Pizza on Sunday for my birthday dinner and I've been pre-looking at the menu and I think i have picked out what I'm gonna order so that should make things a bit easier that day... Things are getting easier at restraunts though - when i first started with WW i didn't want to eat out ever because i never knew what to get or what it would be worth so i'd just be like na im not hungry, however now i'm getting a lot more used to what is "good" in an order and what is bad.. so with that i'm WAY happier!

Wow this is turning into a really long post lol.... oooo so exciting- Not only have i now gotten into my jeans from 2 years ago (YAY!) and my tennis skirt from 2 years ago (DOUBLE YAY) but I also got into my size smaller tank tops- uber happy about that... I'm happy to be getting back to my "pre-jeremy passing" weight and not be at the weight that i was when jeremy died. Really I just wanna be back to my high school weight - Between my 1st year of Univ. and the begining of my 4th year i put on like 20lbs - and then from my 4th year to 5th year (when jer and i were dating to when he died) I put on anothr 15 -- in teachers college I stayed the same however its about time i get back to my high school days - like in this pic i think i was 17 when this was taken! (I'm in the skirt/dress)

Anywho I'm heading -- this has turned into a HUGE post that I'm not used to lol...
luvs!