So I had my birthday tonight because it was the only night this week my fam could all get together. I got some awesome things :) New perfume DEF didnt see that one coming since my mom already gave me my presents! I got a new duvet cover, bag, perfume (YAY), money, some jewlery, and a new Magic Bullet since the one I bought with Jeremy seems to have gone missing ever since we moved in together. I'm excited for my new one because i know i'm in a better place to have it because i'm going to be doing sooooooooooooo much with it. I went out for dinner to Boston Pizza tonight and went all out and didnt really care but i did make sure to track it :). I decided to divide up my dinner so i'd have some for lunch tomorrow and that way it would help with the point over load (especially after i hit up desert lol). I did use all my weekly's but i didn't go over in any way so im happy about that!
And then theres the frustraton part... (leads in from my last post that i said i would go into a bit more in detail). Theres a guy that i do like i guess i have a classic 'crush' on him. Frustrating...VERY because its been going on (fun flirting) for a few months... i dont even know if you'd call it that- really its just random convo's we have... but none the less i do like him... its werid i'm not sure why at all hes WAY younger than me which is odd for me i like guys my age or just a few years older so this is a new experience. None the less the crush must end has he has met a girl- she says she doesn't want a relationshp but when does that ever mean a thing lol... oh well we are frends- entertaining friends at that... just frustrated i guess... though i know ill get over it!
To be honest i'm not sure if im ready for a relationshp yet I still miss jeremy a lot and i know i always will- people say the second year is the hardest because its no longer the 'first' first christmas without him etc... now its happened and its what it will be like for the rest of your life...i think i would have to agree with that... the past few months i really felt like i was getting somewhere however as soon as the two year anniv. hit it was GAME OVER!Some days i would say i am others i would say i'm not... its hard... i guess when it happens it will be time and i will be okay with it...i guess i just miss having that other person around to share things with..laugh..smile..cry all that good shit
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Just visiting your blog for the first time! Happy Birthday :)
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